Been working extra hard on art, blogging and the in between. I'm soon going to be ACTUALLY adulting and living on my own... so scary... But I think I'm excited, I don't know yet. I hope to be happy on my own and really grow into my individuality and responsibilities. I'm working so, so hard on making it for art full time; customer service really weights on the soul, y'know? I'm just keeping my eye on the prize and hoping and wishing for the best. I believe I can do it, everyone else believes I can do it-- I really do think I can do it (fingers crossed!!).
I hope to start listing ACEOS and getting more commissions soon. I took a three day slack with art but to get where I want to end up, I've got to be consistent. I'm determined, I even filled my planner up until the first week of September. That's my birthday week so I won't be working on anything other than studies and art to post. No streaming, no commissions. Just art for myself and something to not stress over. I'll have enough come move in day.
I hope for more art opportunities there as well! I don't live in a super small city but I do live in the bum fuck south so there's not much opportunity for artists locally. Some in the surrounding cities, sure, but not where I reside. Hard to get your talent out there when hardly anyone cares about that kind of thing here LOL.
Had a scare and thought I'd have to move three weeks earlier but it was an just a misunderstanding that got fixed within the hour! No one tells you how stressful becoming an actual adult is EUGH!!
All in all, so many scary things are happening and I'm simply riding the way and going with the flow. I'm finally adulting in a way where I feel like a genuine adult and its terrifyingly dreadful!!! Close to being exciting, but I'm not quite there yet.
